Is it a dream, is it a lie? I think I’ll let you decide-Arcade Fire
I second Bekah on her post.
I too, have hit a brick wall. I blogged earlier about the perils of age and the atrocious reality that growing older brings: You turn into cliche’s like: Work hard, play hard:
Well, I am taking Calvin and Hobbes’ advice here and saying a choice word (They quoted saying that life isn’t beautiful unless you know swearwords) so, I am saying that is
bullshit.
A hot mess of bullshit.
Lately, I have been discovering that education is worth investing in. I just have hit that imaginary wall of boredom. I was talking to one of my friends and she is struggling with this as well- except her struggles paramount mine with the anxiety of graduating. I am not there yet- 2 more semesters.
The reality has hit.
I want to be inspired.
Many people think that I am an art major, to which, sometimes I would desperately love to go into the art building and just start with a simple room and go from there. I know some art majors and they are some of the most inspired people I have met.
My inspirations for writing English papers are slowly fading. I love my major, but I am missing the days where I am inspired by something that is not about the Renaissance or silly compositions. I am sitting here aimlessly trying to be productive as well, and I simply cannot bring myself to write my paper, which I received an extension on, and I cannot seem to bring myself to even attempt my homework.
I am stuck.
I might go to to our student art gallery and see if something inspires me. They have a collection- otherwise- if you have any ideas- please post them- or post things that inspire you.
Maybe, just maybe, that will be the trick.
Thanks Bekah for your boldness- I too, feel the same. Maybe our brick walls will turn into rubber and we can bounce back.(that sounds cheesy) but, yeah.
